Currently Listening Dante XXI By Sepultura Loaded see related

Fuck, shit and something else..

Work has been exaustin and I have to drown myself in Red Bull to stay awake most the time. But other than that, shit's been awesome. Cray and the boys came over the other night and chilled up on the hill. We burned a couple pallets before it started rainin, then sat in The Hammer and called around the 'ville to see if we could find a post. It sucked..

So since I don't see my mom or dad during the week, my parents dont know what we like for groceries. I dont know why. So when my madre' got stuff from Publix, it was all fucked up. She got a bunch of wierd cereals and assorted nuts. I'm not a bird. And I aint gay, so I dont eat nuts. So I took what I had left from my check and went to Walmart and got a full stock for my fridge in the garage. Pizza, tacos, chips, ice cream, Red Bull, grapes, water, pop corn and apples. Now I'm set. I just have to lock the fridge cause Jamie will get into it and it'll be gone in 2 days.


Mama's Day is Sunday and I have no clue what to get her. So I decided to make her something. So I got some old window sashes with Brandy and we made a wind chime thing. But it looks really badass, its the thought that counts..

Currently Listening Legion By Deicide Shockwave see related

Long time, 10 days..

Haley sent me her pic from Trivium, I have no idea where I am when this was taken.
But Corey was fuckin cool, he was drunk, but awesome.
NOTE: Triviums 3rd studio album is now in progress. The album is titled "The Crusade"
And by the hype that their earning as new metal, it will probally be better than "Ascendancy"
Okay, I sound obsessed but I'm obsessed with "guitars solo oriented metal"

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I saw Silent Hill with the crew. Faye screamed like a banshee cause there's alot of fucked up parts, but I loved it.
If you havn't seen it and your lookin for a good flick to watch with your friends or you want your girlfriend to squeeze
the shit out of your arm for comfort, go for it. By the way, Faye's not my girlfriend, she's my girl-friend. Theres a difference..

One of my favorite Southern Metal bands came out with Killadelphia, and without a doubt it will kick your ass
if your a LOG fan. They're coming to The Roxy with Mastodon in May. This is one concert I will not miss.



So I was readin some old Kerrang mags when I found one that I didn't know I had.
If you havn't heard of Mastodon, well here it is. Mastodon is a group of dudes from Atlanta
that came to the metal venues in 98'. I saw them play before Static-X and I was instantly captivated.
They have a unique sound that's packed with fresh rifts, badass drum beats and the vocals bring it all together.
If you wanna hear some good Mastodon, check out the songs Blood & Thunder, March of the Fire Ants, or Iron Tusk.

Well its like 3:30 so I'm gonna check in for some R&R.

Yeah it's fucked up.
I was supposed go to the concert and hang out with Riley. Yeah that didn't fuckin happen. Once again, I fucked up. Seems that when we try and hang out, something happens. Like those times where Alannah would come with us and we'd just drive around or sit in the car. Well first of all Alannah doesn't like me. I found this out a little while ago. I always felt wierd around her, like she hated me. But I just thought I was being judgmental. Nope. She just doesn't like me. But we always hung out with her, it was rare for me and Riley to hang out without her. But she's Riley's friend..

It's fine..
It's okay...
It's alright..
It's normal.

Welcome Home she said to me. Lets hide away before they see.
I need so much to be alone with you, I do. Come with me.
She took my hand. Please try and help me understand.
So pointless when my heart is turned to stone, I know..

I wish I didn't need you now..

I wish we could, she whispered near.
Go someplace far away from here.
While hoping that small voice would disappear,
that said, Welcome To the End.

I can see a frozen point in time, where her figure still awaits.
Tongue of fire, tracing lips outline where her frozen breath originates.
With one motion of her wanting eyes, she strips everything away.
This one moment has intensified as the colors all fade to grey.
I am in the only place that I want to be.
Though we know that it ends eventually.
But its alright cause right now, we're frozen..

Inside this fantasy, it seems so real to me.
Synthetic ecstacy when her eyes are open..

(You'll never understand what this means)